Suicide attempt sounds very important for the person giving the excuses. Do not get me wrong, I mean it is an important matter but the explanation on favor for it, is not important. I want to talk about it because I had an experience on it, trust me when I say I have been there. I had all the explanations that could favor the fact that I should do it, but just sit back an think, is it worth it?
To commit suicide is a way of explaining that you are a burden, and thus you need to get rid of yourself. This is because you experience all the negative things around you; like, not having friends at school, not having a better body like the models on television e.t.c. The suicidal thoughts always are the ones which initiate the suicide attempt, once you become so depressed you start to have those thoughts. You justify your action by feeling that it is right to ‘get rid’ of yourself.
My dear brothers and sisters, you may have a lot of reasons to show that you are right to ‘get rid’ of yourself but please take a moment and think. You are not the burden that the world makes you believe that you are, it is their words that fill your mind with negativity and doubt to a point you start to agree with them that you are not enough to pursue something. The people who love you are right there in front of you, but you cannot see them. You know why? Its because the negative words that made you feel like you are not enough to do something, have blinded you from seeing them. You cannot pursue what your heart desires, because their words have made you think that you are not good enough to pursue it. At that point you think that you are not loved at all by anyone, you think that you don’t need to make your dreams come true, thus you become justified enough that you are the burden.
YOU ARE NOT! Don’t let their words fool you into thinking the worst about yourself. Think of yourself as a tree; regardless of how the weather is, it still grows and later become a shelter for the birds and other animals and even human beings. Now you should be like a tree, keep on growing even when the negative words are spoken against you, bricks thrown against you, seek for help, talk to the ones who love and care for you. Do what sets your heart on fire, make your dreams come true. Because it is only you who sees the success and the light at the end of the tunnel, not them nor their words. Have something in your mind to motivate you and to keep moving. Once you overcome this; you will start to see that, their words were just nothing but a camouflage that you had to overcome.
According to the statistics; closer to 800,000 people die due to suicide every year, only you and me can stop this rate.
“Coz they don’t want to see you winning, unless it is televised”
-Yeyo, The Miracle Child
“What matters is what you think of YOURSELF!! What “they” think of you is irrelevant!!
#YouFirst #believeinyourself #jiamini”